- Be a womaniser, that’s totally a cool thing to do. (ain’t that right dad? gosh, I hope I got better values)
How is it I still remember you watching other women, smiling to yourself and thinking Im the cool guy; when everyone around you looked at you as a fool, including your own child.
Hard to let this one go; still vivid in my head after all these years. How is this even possible?
I dont know if I am more annoyed that he was like that, that I still remember it or both ?
I think I am more annoyed that he had no shame, no respect for himself and his family, kids.
It didnt make you look cool, you looked like an asshole.
I really want to look at myself from a third person’s eyes because I want to evaluate and analyse so I dont do the same.
Thinking back how I approached some girls while I was a kid, how I was flirting; what in the world was I thinking, why did I thought that was cool?
Same situation right? hmm slight difference I guess, you know the age.
I still have vivid memories of you flirting with women when you should’ve just worked on yourself.
I will never understand why you put your own needs before your family’s.
#building_better_fathers #diary_of_a_dad